I appreciate your bluntness, because if I was not already aware of this, it would probably help me. I keep God first in my life, I thank and praise my Father on a regular basis. I ask for prayer because I know that when two or three are gathered together in Jesus' name, he is there in the midst. I have been praying and believing, I know my husband will eventually open his heart back up to God. Right now he is receiving gifts from Satan, and he thinks that he is doing right because his flesh is being pleased. I am only human, and we as humans, like to be soothed. I see the awesome prayers on this page from concerned people, and I must admit, even though I pray on a regular basis, my prayers mainly consist of, "Father God, have Your way and let Your will be done." Simply because I know what God has joined together, no man can seperate, and it's only a matter of time, in the meantime, my heart still hurts, even though I exercise discernment in every area of my life.