please i am begging pray for me. I have no friends and i am extremely lonely i am having suicidal thoughts. I am so miserable, i am turning to the Lord but i am pleading for more help to pray for me. Lately i have been drinking alot to numb the pain but it is getting worse. I want a companion and i want friends. i am sad and miserable, i wake having nothing to look forward to and it is scary. I am only 27. i don't want to keep living like this please pray for me, for friends and for someone to share my life with and for success and boldness. In Jesus' name, Amen