My dearest Guest, whoever you are my feel your sadness. Also, I am upset that no one cared to drop a prayer or two for you while thousands of other member and nonmember of this forum more compasionate to the request about her husband cheating on her again. I will not post my prayer here for those evil mind to read but rest assured that I am praying for you at home about your mom and dad. I pray that the Holy Spirit will comfort you right now and God our Father in Heaven will give you wisdom and understanding of what you are going through in life. You are love from God and you know that. I will set a time to pray for your family my dearest. God bless you.