For over 12 years now I have suffered from severe anxiety attacks caused by a phobia of the dark and the thought of going blind. I have become depressed and a near recluse because of this phobia. I cant travel more than 10 minutes from my home and have seperation anxiety when times are really bad( I Panic when not around my mother). I rely on my mother for support.I am now 40years old & my mother is 67. Thankfully my mother is very supportive and understanding but has a great worry regarding my mental state. I want to live my life to the fullest, to rid my life of the demons which are holding me back, I want rid of the fears that trouble mind. I want To be free and happy. Depression/anxiety is a horrible thing to live with, I'm embarrassed of myself at the times I am not always strong enough to look after myself. My phobia of going blind is very mind controlling and I'm tired of feeling the way I do. Please help me and my family to overcome our stresses in life. My Younger 25 year old brother is also going through some troubled times and my mum has health worries. Please Pray for All Our Healing. Thank You & God Bless You All.