I apologize for repeating my requests, but I'm very worried. I've been under a very heavy spiritual burden for Jeff since Sept./Oct. Some days the burden lightens, but mostly it's very heavy. I'm already under stress from other situations & feel that my prayers for Jeff are ineffectual. I'm also concerned b/c I do not have a reliable, trustworthy contact w/ him. My only contact is through a disreputable, threatening "friend" of Jeff's. When ppl try to ask how Jeff is or get a message to him, this man gets belligerent, uncooperative, etc. He's even posted threats against various ppl on facebook & twitter just for asking how Jeff is. I'm very worried. From past experiences w/ having a burden for specific ppl, I've learned that when I can't control my emotions, feel physically ill & have pain, that means I need help praying for that person. I actually have 3 requests 1. Please pray that my problems clear up so I can focus on praying for Jeff, 2. Please help me pray for Jeff, especially since I don't know if he's having a spiritual problem or physical & 3. Please pray that God will open up a way for me to have direct contact w/ Jeff instead of through other ppl so I can check on him, etc. I've been wanting to establish some type of contact w/ him for years b/c I just miss him & now it's especially important b/c I'm so worried about him. Sorry for the long request. I'm just very upset & anxious about him.