Dear Abbie. I have this vision when thinking about you and praying for you and I feel you need to act on it or be comforted by it.

I pictured you in a long corridor, lots of doors and your apartment is somewhere near the middle. It is not the best of places and each door has pain behind it. I picture darkness all around and hoplessness. HOWEVER you are bringing light, you are one single light bulb that is burning in all of this gloom and God keeps YOU connected to him. Please look up messages of light in the bible and do not doubt. DONT be silenced Abbie. DONT be silenced. God is with you and provides your power. AMEN.