My live is hanging by a treat and I barely survived tonight
Because of tremendous depression and burnout’s
• The fact I was assaulted
• Being abused for many years
• Raped
• Stolen from all my money
• I had turn to drugs to at least felt something, which became a horror at itself
• overdosed myself on painkiller to get the anxiety attacks under control and used
6 diazepam, GHB and alcohol and barely survived.
In all these years I have searched freedom of homosexuality and I am so tired of hearing and reading the succefull stories where everyone seem to be so successful. As while I have died in side and I have tried to find help in Christian world, in the secular world because Christians where not available. I spend tons of money and it did not got me any ware so far

I have the homosexuality under control but for the rest I am totally out of control.
Does there anyone exist with Gods given anointing to help me to break free, or is it another book written or another teaching telling you what to do. Believe me I have tried it all. Is there a man of woman of miracles that has the God given ability to deliver me or is it just another bag of words

SO PLEASE PRAY THAT MY DELIVERANCE MAY KICK IN OR ELSE MY LIFE HAS NOR PURPOSE ANYMORE - NEED HOPE AND NEW FAITH

Dave