I pray for God's help to be more secure and to have more trust in my relationship. I struggle with this very much from past experiences with betrayal from my past boyfriends and parent when I was younger. God has showed me that I am valuable and can bring many good things to my relationship, I know those feelings are very young and do not come from God, yet I struggle so much to not feel invisible or that I am not good enough or even to sabatoge my own relationship. Please God, help me with this, I don't want to destroy a good thing with my insecurity and distrust. Help me to be confident and genuine like I used to be in the beginning, and from the times when you showed me that I can be. The pain comes from a deep feeling inside of my gut and feel frozen. I want to overcome this suspicion in him and even my own friends. Oh please Jesus, please heal my past hurts and tell me your truth. In your precious name, I pray, Amen.