I need help finding direction in my life. I have commited error after error and continue to hurt those around me including my children. I left my husband for another man twice my age because I was ill and my husband was gone. He has treated me like a queen but I don't love him. I have tried time and time again to play the role for the sake of my children. But, he sees the farce and it causes him to get furious. Its gotten to the point that I'm scared of the consequences if I leave, I'm scared of what the future holds. He is so angry and wants to take revenge for me not loving him "the right way". I have gone to church when arguments permit, but I just can't seem to find faith.

Heavenly Father,
I am praying that you will help this guest. I understand that faith is a gift that comes from you. "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast." (Ephesians 2:8-9) I am praying that you will give this guest faith. I am praying that your perfect will shall be done in this guest's life. In her marriage and every aspect of her life. Bring healing not just physically but in every part of her life. Eliminate the evil spirits causing havoc in her life. I am praying that she will grow much closer to you and grow in your word. Please surround her with a supportive group of Christian people that can help her. Let your will be done, in Jesus name, Amen.