First off I want appoligise if I make any spelling or gramer errors. Well I am a young man full of troubles and problems. I was raised with great parents and a good enviroment. But for the past few years I have been struggling with a pornography addiction and self addiction problem. I want to be a better person I just can't stop looking or watching pornography. I have prayed about it many times but I always go back to it. years ago I got fired from a job and then for 2 years i was looking for work and I was at the end of my rope. I even consider stopping my faith. Finally I got help with a therapist and prayer from my pastor. I got a job the very next day from the prayer from my pastor. NOW I got layed off almost a year ago now and I can't find work and it seems like I am getting back into my old style of hiding from the world and just going back to my addictions. I DO NOT want to be that person anymore.

I want to be better. I want GOD in my life so bad. I want to be able to feel him in my hear and in my soul. I know a job isn't the answer to all my prayers but It would sure help me and future. I have been praying for GOD and Jesus and the holy spirit to be a bigger part of my life. I want to a better man to GOD and to myself. But I don't even like myself anymore because of the things I am doing. I honestly feel that GOD is disapointed in me because of things I am doing and maybe thats why he is not helping me. I honestly don't know anymore. PLEASE can someone, anyone pray for me and my soul and my heart and my mind to be at ease and for me to stop my addictions and for me to find my path in life and to find a good job and be able to provide for myself and possible a family one day. Please know I want to change I just feel like I don't have the strength to do it. Please someone pray for me.

thank you for listening to me today.

First off, just ask God for forgiveness. Once you ask him to forgive you for this sin you will feel better. I will pray that you find peace. I encourage you to stay close to God. He is there for you. I praise you for wanting to stop and with Gods help it will be easy for you to stop. I pray that God gives you the strength to do so. Don't give into the devil whenever you feel that you want to look at pornography just pray to God that he takes that urge from you.

"Satan Leave Me Alone In The Name OF Jesus!"

God is so awesome my brother. And believe that your sins are forgiven and you are in God's kingdom and nothing satan can do can pull you away. So Father I pray for your strength for my brother to draw even closer to you and away from the pit of addiction. Put your hedge of protection around him especially his mind and thoughts. Discipline him to seek you in your word and plant other saints in his life to stand beside him in times of temptation. Lord, I thank you in advance for the victory in my brother's life. Amen.

i just want to update everyone who has read my post. I am still praying for GOD's help in my life. I am taking each day as it comes. I also want to say thank you for your prayers. I know it might be hard sometimes to pray for a stranger but I truly do thank you all for keeping me in your prayers. I still need a lot of work but I do have the bible to turn to.

In Jesus Name i command that all powers of darkness and curses to leave this man and their home ! Now !
I pray that Lord's will be done in their life. Amen