Please continue to pray for me. Yesterday's meeting did not go well. The social workers at the state office told me the kids may not come home until they are 18 or 23. at 18 they can live and still be with the state rent free and go to college for free. at 23 they end state care. I am so depressed over this. i wanted to fight it. i have to go to more therapy to get over tim and not having my kids so pray for me. i have 5 months to prove that i can be okay with out the kids and then they may come home. my lawyer for this said that she can fight to get the kids back with me but does not see how that is possible as they kids do not want to come home to me they are happy where they are they are afraid of more fighting i am so depressed over all of this i feel like God is not with me. in jesus precious name amen. Oh one other friend told me that tim may be telling the kids to stay where they are because he does not want to pay child support and that they are getting and doing what they want to because if they come home they will not have a life like that with mom he is bad mouthing me probably but i don't see how he and i are getting along wonderful now. talking and being depressed together over missing the kids.

Dear Lord, I know Paula loves her family so much and she desperatelly want to have them living with her. I pray that you will give her strength during this 5 months. Help her to see your loving presence in her life and guide her to do your will. In Jesus' Name. Amen