I have always felt that God had a special calling upon my life. I am so tired of waiting and I am tired of sucking the air of life from the bottom of the barrel. Is it really to much to ask of God for my sons and I to have our purpose driven lives and a new lease on life. God is more than able. I admit I am tired and growing faint. It doesn't help that I have PMS.

Dear Jesus,

Be with this dear daughter of yours, who is in despair and feels adrift from you Lord jesus.

Lord, I do not know if she has read the book , the Purpose driven life, but many years ago, you used that book in my life to help me grow.

Yes, Lord, we know you are the Author and Finisher of our faith, amen, and help this daughter do not become discouraged Lord, but continue to look to you with a clean , pure heart, seeking to do your will and not her own.

Strengthen her and Lord, help her to surrender her burdens to you Lord, knowing that Greater are You that is in her, then he that is in the world.

Put new songs of praises and joys in her and her childrens heart and give her a spirit of patience , your spirit, trusting Lord, that you will perfect all that concerneth her.

These things I ask, in your precious , holy name, Lord Jesus!

Amen, Blessed be your name, the name above all names! ( Trust and Obey for there is no other way to be happy in Jesus, but to Trust and Obey)

WAITING IS ONE OF THE HARDESS LESSON TO LEARN ..YOU SEE WE LIVE IN AN WORLD WHERE WE CAN PUSH A BUTTON AND IT IS DONE. .WHAT WE HAVE TO LEARN AND UNDERSTAND IS THAT
GOD IS NOT A MICROWAVE
IF YOU TRY TO BY PASS THIS CLASS YOU END SLIDING RIGHT BACK DOWN THE LADDER IN HUMBLE PIE TO THAT VERY CLASS OF WAITING AGAIN
LORD I LFT UP THIS WOMAN AND HER SONS YOU HAVE TOUCHED THEIR HEART TO SERVE YOU. I ASK THAT YOU WILL HELP IN THIS WAITING TIME [IT IS VERY HARD FOR US HUMANS] BUT WAIT WE MOST TILL YOU OPEN THE DOOR ..AND AS WE WAIT WE WILL ALSO LEARN HOW TO WALK THROUGH THE NEW DOOR WHEN THE LORD OPENS IT ....EX. I WANTED TO MOVE AND TIME WAS GETTING SHORT..AND I TOLD THE LORD LISTEN WE DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME LEFT. WHERE ARE YOU???
THEN A KNOCK ON THE DOOR, IT WAS THE LANDLORD HE WANTED TO FIX THE FURNACE ..ON THE BIG BOX THE WORD WAITE WAS ON IT IN BIG BOLD LETTERS AND AS HE WAS LEAVING I ASK HIM AREN'T YOU GOING TO TAKE THAT BIG BOX WITH YOU, HE SAID NO I WILL NEED IT FOR TOMORROW..TO MY DISPLEASURE NO MATTER HOW I TRYED AVOID IT THAT BOX JUST SEEM TO FOLLOW ME AROUND TILL I SAID TO THE LORD ..ALL RIGHT..ALL RIGHT JUST GET THAT BOX OUT OF HERE. I GET THE POINT....YOU KNOW GOD HAS A SENSE OF HUMOR

Dear Lord,please have mercy on Victoria.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the curses and power of darkness to leave Victoria! Now!
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord