I cant help but think of Job when it comes to my life. Constant constant struggle. Only thing is i never had that had that happy part first...im crying and crying and nothing is happening or working. I have sacrificed EVERY SINGLE THING you could possbliy name. Every day I wake up I want to...just not wake up. I just want to dream cause my dreams are better than my reality. GOD I NEED A CALL FROM MARILYN THIS MONTH!!!! I always give my all and get used or nothing in return. Why do good people get hurt the most? SOO much false hope and I dont know why God has always put me on the back burner(to an extent). I am in soo much pain and I need help. I love God and am soo devoted. My world has shattered and if I try to pick up the piecies I get cut and bleed even more. You dont have to pray for me but I ask at least one person does....pray for me in spirit not just some repetive prayer...please....i am dead in my own heart. Mt desires for everything are gone. Thank you either way everyone.

NativeAmerican, please starts worshipping God the Father in heaven who created you. You want answers from Him, WORSHIP HIM. Death and life is in the power of your tongue. You want life stop speaking defeat. I know your hurt but don't let your feelings and emotions rule your life. Jesus hung on the cross for you and me. You know God but it is not enough, God wants one-on-one relationship with you. People who walk with God do not blame God even when bad things happened to them. You prayed well with other people but they are dead prayers because they are not from your heart. JESUS LOVES YOU!

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If you don't know how to worship, read AlyssaJP's worship to our one and only God in heaven.

Trust me I can hear God. I really have spoken to him and i worship him just about everyday. But God is just silent right now. So I am asking for prayers thats all

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AND ALL MY PRAYERS ARE FROM MY HEART. why would i even pray if they werent from my heart?

What is in your heart? Only God knows. Read all your post that comes out of your heart, it's all negative and nothing about praising and worshipping God through His son our Lord Jesus. I noticed something, Jesus is never mention in your prayer. You know God as you claim but you do not know JESUS. REPENT. You are very angry.

I did mention Jesus when i was praying for somone's cancer. I asked jesus to heal them. I am not angry. Pain and anger are different.

Let's not pretend.

THE SAFEST PLACE TO BE IS IN THE WILL OF GOD. THE SAFEST THING TO DO IS TO PLACE YOUR PLANS INTO THE MASTERS HANDS. I'M GOD'S WILL FOR YOUR LIFE.

HAVE A BLESSED DAY!

Thank you for your prayer(s) Dawn. It means alot!

Yeh life is hard but you know we always have to go foward remember there are more people in the world they have worst worst lives many many many people don't have homes .

FATHER GOD, PLEASE CONTINUE TO MOVE IN NATIVEAMERICAN'S HEART. CONTINUE TO THEM THE HEART TO GO AFTER YOUR OWN HEART. AND TO GO AFTER YOUR STRATEGY. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMEN