Lost
Unregistered
|
guidance and repentance
i have lied to a person who trusts me.it matters not how much or how less she trusts me,what matters is that she trusts me.and i lied to her.i lied to her for selfish reasons and malicious reasons.and every waking day i convince myself that it was needed to be done to help another person.but i know deep within my heart that no matter what excuse i try and tell myself,i have lied.i have betrayed a person who had faith in me.now my lie may affect so many great things.i ask for anybody's prayer,words,guidance...anything.there is a struggle in me,the good trying to fight the bad.i ask for strenghth.and guidance that i may be lead back to the path i am to take,and not be lost anymore.thank you.
|
|
| 03-20-2009 08:01 PM |
|
kateecat
Junior Member
  
Posts: 21
Joined: Mar 2009
|
RE: guidance and repentance
Lost Wrote:i have lied to a person who trusts me.it matters not how much or how less she trusts me,what matters is that she trusts me.and i lied to her.i lied to her for selfish reasons and malicious reasons.and every waking day i convince myself that it was needed to be done to help another person.but i know deep within my heart that no matter what excuse i try and tell myself,i have lied.i have betrayed a person who had faith in me.now my lie may affect so many great things.i ask for anybody's prayer,words,guidance...anything.there is a struggle in me,the good trying to fight the bad.i ask for strenghth.and guidance that i may be lead back to the path i am to take,and not be lost anymore.thank you.
I have once been in the position of having so much sin in my life, that I thought there is no way that God or anyone will ever forgive me. I was so wrong about that. God always forgives, well for people, it's not so easy....however; for your mind to be at ease, you might want to tell the other person the truth. I certainly prayed to God for His Ultimate advice and got myself spiritually ready for whatever happens next. But I did it.
It has taken a lot of prayer, time and a few letters for the wall to come down. The end resulted in not having the burden weighing me down every day of my life. Jesus said,"Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest."(Matt:28). Please, please pray for God's will in this before proceeding. The Holy Spirit will guide you. I will pray for His help for you silently. May Jesus Christ always be the first to hear your needs and requests always. God bless you.
(This post was last modified: 03-20-2009 08:58 PM by kateecat.)
|
|
| 03-20-2009 08:54 PM |
|
Lost
Unregistered
|
RE: guidance and repentance
[/quote]
I have once been in the position of having so much sin in my life, that I thought there is no way that God or anyone will ever forgive me. I was so wrong about that. God always forgives, well for people, it's not so easy....however; for your mind to be at ease, you might want to tell the other person the truth. I certainly prayed to God for His Ultimate advice and got myself spiritually ready for whatever happens next. But I did it.
It has taken a lot of prayer, time and a few letters for the wall to come down. The end resulted in not having the burden weighing me down every day of my life. Jesus said,"Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest."(Matt:28). Please, please pray for God's will in this before proceeding. The Holy Spirit will guide you. I will pray for His help for you silently. May Jesus Christ always be the first to hear your needs and requests always. God bless you.
[/quote]
i will.everyday.i have to be honest.thank you for giving time to reply to me.i wouldnt think there would be somebody out there who would give time in their day to actually think to help out other people,people who they dont know through prayer.thank you.thank you very much.
|
|
| 03-20-2009 09:22 PM |
|
Lost
Unregistered
|
RE: guidance and repentance
father,for all the sins that i have done.i ask for repentance.i live everyday simply,and i live my life the best way i can with what you have provided me.i do not think i am a bad person,i hope i am not but i have done a bad thing.now i am at your mercy.please give me the strength to tell the truth,not only to clear up my mind and lift this burden upon my shoulders but also because the other person deserves the truth.i am scared father,of what may happen when i tell her the truth,for a lot of things may and will get affected.there are other people's lives involved and their lives will be affected as well.father,i am lost.and scared.i know that i have to tell the truth.but i ask you to give me the strength.to give me the wisdom and to keep my heart strong that whatever consequence may come after,i have to face them and that i may be prepared to face them.i dont know how i got into this stage in my life father.but i plead that you help me get out.with all my heart,i pray to you.amen.
|
|
| 03-20-2009 09:36 PM |
|
Lost
Unregistered
|
RE: guidance and repentance
abbie Wrote:THE reply from kateecat comes from the mouth of the LORD GO IN HIS STRENGHT AND HIS FORGIVENESS AND DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR FRIEND AND LEAVE THR RESULTS IN THE HAND OF JESUS..GO AND BE FREE AND SIN NO MORE..N JESUS NAME 
although i am scared beyond my imagenings,i know deep within my heart you are right. in time.and prayer....hopefully.and a lot of faith.
|
|
| 03-21-2009 06:32 AM |
|