I was raised in a narcissistic family structure and was severely emotionally abused throughout my life. Because I was only used to being abused and manipulated, I became involved in many abusive relationships and friendships throughout my life. In my later years, I have tried to separate myself from all of the people that abused me but many of these individuals are very angry that I have distanced myself from them and because of that they have retaliated by spreading rumors about me, using other people to get in touch with me against my wishes and stalking me. On top of this, I live with my mother who has borderline personality disorder. I love my mother but sometimes her behavior mirrors that of my abusers and it really affects my mental health.

Pray for me please. I feel as if my life is in shambles. I pray and read my Bible and am hoping to one day find a good church. I am trying to grow in my faith and in my relationship with God. I am grateful for the many blessings that I have in my life. But there are so many evil people attempting to ruin my life from the outside and sometimes it can be hard to appreciate the life that I have because of that.

Lord have mercy on this your child, cover them with the blood of Jesus Christ, let no harm to to them. Give them your peace and the strength to face all that comes to us in this life. Depart from them evil people and help them to make good Christian friends, and find a good church where they may feel grow in you and be comfortable in. Heal all their wounds and help them to see with you all things are possible. I pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Lord make a way.

Read and pray Psalm 91 everyday and you will be cover by the blood of Jesus no matter what happens around you,
the Lord will keep you safe and calm if you allow him to protect you.
Lord help this person and give them your peace. Safe and heal this whole family in you precious name Jesus I pray amen.