My husband and I have been separated for a little over a year and had began the divorce process. My husband has had a girlfriend for part of that time but I have remained alone for the sake of our children. My husband ended things with his girlfriend about 2 months ago and he and I had decided that divorce was not the right answer for us. My husband has found his way back to Christ and we have decided to attend a Christian marriage group to help restore our marriage. It seemed to very slowly be heading in the right direction to restore our marriage. We have not been sexually intimate and both agree the emotional healing needs to take place first if our marriage is to survive.

When it seemed things were looking better for us he was contacted by his ex and she told him she was pregnant with his child. This is a blow that I don't know how to describe or take in. She is late in the first trimester yet and I don't feel I can stay with my husband if the child is carried to term. I have often prayed to God to allow her to have a miscarriage so my family may be saved. Adultry was difficult enough to handle and I don't feel I can or should continue if their is an outside child involved. I feel as if my prayer for miscarriage is jaded but I see not other way for this marriage to survive and for us to rase the child we already have. Please pray for my family and I that if God so chooses to cause a miscarriage it is to abolish the sin that was created out of adultry and to save the family my husband vowed to stand by under God's name.

Lord, heal this family and bring them together through love and forgiveness I pray in your name Jesus. Amen