No i haven't always been a good person. I made alot
Of mistakes that i wish i can change. I always searched
For god in hopes to find him. I have a good heart would do
Just about any good thing for anybody. In this life it
Seems like the ones who play with god or don't believe
In him get by. Bad things always happen to good people.
Like the ones who do the most and just get by.I wish god could see what i see.

Matthew 5:45 b: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, he sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.

What you see is the result of living in a fallen world. When Adam and Eve sinned in the garden of Eden, they brought imperfection and destruction on the Earth (Genesis 3). The Lord said that in that day they would die, yet the devil refuted God's Word. He said they would not surely die. The death Adam and Eve conceived was physical and while physical death is part of the curse so is spiritual death. Because of them, Christ was sent to redeem man kind. We can choose to reject him or accept Him. This is no guarantee that life will be a bed of roses, but we have a relationship with the One who can carry us through our suffering. He can help guide our lives in a righteous life...we can avoid the scars of a life of sin and have hope in our dark days.

I don't know if this helps but I hope you will seek the Lord and that you will find Him.

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2 Chronicles 16:9
“For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward him. Herein thou hast done foolishly: therefore from henceforth thou shalt have wars.”

Isaiah 55:8
“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.”

Thought these verses might also help.

Well, am sure Lord see more than people do. Psalms 37 and Psalms 73 tell us something
Lord has much grace and mercy. God is love as Bible says and also is written
Jeremiah 29:11

Jeremiah 17:9
The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?

Well, the Lord knows the heart and He can change it, He can change a heart of stone into a heart of flesh praise the Lord
Jeremiah 32:27
Psalms 33:9
Luke 18:27

Amen, Chris.

Thank yall so much i just wanted some answers on that

One of the most simple lessons I ever heard a pastor talk about to explain the world and God's plan at work. He explained the world as we can see it is like the reverse side of a colossal needlepoint pattern. A mad jumble of chaotic colored threads with little reason or pattern we can understand, but God's view is unceasingly of the front side of that needle point pattern. He sees the beautiful, ordered and perfect pattern at work that we couldn't never discern from our limited perspective....... Remember dear friend that we must walk by faith not by sight. Our Lord will never fail or forsake us and all the trials and tribulations we see in others lives of believers are working to refine them like gold that we might shine forth the glorious likeness of Jesus Christ in our lives.