Dear Lord
I no longer know what I am meant to be doing, I am at a total lose now and have did as much as I can.
You know my pain and suffering and you know the pain my husband is having at the moment to.
Why Dear Lord do you keep his heart hardened to his family and his eyes closed to the truth?
Why must we suffer the pain we are having?
I know Dear Lord that I should not question you or the way you have planned my life but it is getting so hard again.
What am I meant to do, Please Dear Lord give me a sign something to let me know what I am meant to do I dont know anymore.
Please help me Dear Lord to know what to do.
You have helped me so much up to now and I am at a point I dont know what I am meant to be doing.
Satan is causing me so much pain and hurting my life so much, I have so much hurt in my heart please lay down your right had upon me and ease my pain and confusion.
Please dont keep his heart hardened, soften his heart and open his eyes as the pain we are both suffering is so much.
Please show him your love and how forgiven you are and how forgiven he can be, stop the pain that Satan is causing us.
Please Dear Lord help us.
In your name I pray
Amen