Please pray for me. I have been depressed for over 3 years now. I have prayed to God all my life, but even harder since my depression started but things just keep getting from bad to worse. I hate to say this but I'm losing my faith. I've been told God is the only one I can rely on without fail but I just don't know anymore. I constantly have suicidal thoughts though I would never act on them, I just want this pain to go away and for me to be happy again. Please pray for me so that God can answer my prayers, I would really appreciate it, thank you for reading.

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I know what you are going through. It's like i cannot laugh or cry about things now, it just hurts inside but just want to return to the Lord, be restored in fellowship with Jesus and have the Spirit's peace. I go back to matthew 5, and thinking on loving the Lord with all my heart, soul, mind and strength, and striving to righteousness of Christ beyond the pharisees' not on my own. For it is said we cannot see God without holiness. May God continue to love and forgive us as we hold on to Him and let go of all that hinders us, forsaking our evil ways. Through the intercession of Jesus we ask.