Lord you know what I am going through, not only because of illness, but those who are at ease, even in my own family are doing things they know hurts me so much. Dear Lord touch their heart and let them see I am your child, that money is not what makes us your child. Have them leave my children alone, you know they have always tried to turn them against me ever since they were toddlers. My Lord I have been a good mother and have never hurt them in anyway. I encouraged them to continue their education and be God fearing people, descent and respectful to other, not to be self center people. Yet my family tries to undo all I ever tried to teach them. I am consider a crazy person and uneducated, just because I didn't get a higher education. Yet all I ever had I thank you for it, and let everyone know I have it because you Lord have given it to me, and have blessed me more than I have ever expected. Lord see my pain now, come to my help once more as you have always done in the past. You are the perfect judge my Lord, if I have offended you my Lord forgive me, for whom is perfect in you sight, I am only but human and an old lady at that. My Father in heaven my strength is failing me now in my old age. I'm so tiered of always having to defend myself from those who despise me for not walking the path they walk. You have always been my rock and my defender, do come to continue to help me my Savior, do not let them rejoice in my distress anymore. Continue to be my strength, my rock, give us peace, and bring healing to my daughter and me Lord. I pray in Jesus name amen.

How long wilt thou forget me, O Lord? for ever? how long wilt thou hide thy face from me? How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart daily? how long shall mine enemy be exalted over me?Consider and hear me, O Lord my God: lighten mine eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death; Lest mine enemy say, I have prevailed against him; and those that trouble me rejoice when I am moved. But I have trusted in thy mercy; my heart shall rejoice in thy salvation. I will sing unto the Lord, because he hath dealt bountifully with me. Psalm 13