Hi i am 19 yrs old male, my life is very tough for me right now, first of all i would say that i have several physical problems including blurred vision in my right which has cost my parents to spend a lot of money to take me abroad for treatments. I am not a very bright person, being the eldest of the siblings, i feel i have the responsibility to do well and provide for the family, but i really do struggle in college and is socially awkward, with so much spent on my treatments i feel i have to do well but my mind and learning ability is not good.

One of the reasons i came to this forum is for the prayer for my hair, i have very low self esteem and have given more time to my hair than God. I have lost about 70% of my hair in 1 and half years. But i confess that it is my fault, i believe that because of my excessive masturbation sin i have severe hair loss and pray that i get some hair back. I get jealous by looking at other and wish i had their hair.

Please friends, pray for me that i find answers to these problems and life, that i find the lord and i worship him every day, that my family prays together everyday and that we go to church again, my family always come up with excuses and we end up not going to church.

Thank you

Heres hoping u can and will go to church and fellowship evn if d others cant, and grow as u also study His word on yr own. Also may God have mercy and heal thru Jeaus. Amen.