Dear Jesus I implore you, send Ian to me. Get him to take a chance at a serious relationship with me without delay instead of running away afraid again. Get him to see that I am worth it, and to spend time with me. I care for him a great deal and I beseech you to bring us together face to face immediately and to open the channels of communication between our hearts and minds. All I ask for is a real chance and a real opportunity to develop this connection with him in the short time we have left. Send him to me Father, please. Please get him to stop wasting time and come back to me, his girl.