1. I am still looking for a Christian psychiatrist. I apologize if some of this is a repeat, however it felt better for me just typing this up.
I fell into sexual fornication and perversions with a woman who at the time was seperated. I repented, but am suffering alot.
Just yesterday she told me that she was tested positive with herpes, however she has not had any outbreaks. Those blood tests are not very accurate at all anyways.
As of now, I feel out of place with God, very distant. I feel like my spiritual armour of protection is gone, even little things, noises, evil spirits bother me now way more than before the encounter with her. I feel tormented and bothered. My conscience is bothering me. She is desiring that I be the spiritual head and that she would follow my example.
I know I am out of fellowship with The Lord. I feel like I am drying up
spiritually. At times I feel fear and death all around me. It's eiry and
creepy. What must I do to have my fellowship restored with the Lord?
2. I am battling depression and increasing anxiety, and even despair,
feeling like I am going to loose my mind, insanity at times. I may have OCD, GAD, ADD/ADHD. I need a Christian psychiatrist. I feel insane on this Ativan medication. I need it changed asap. Pray that God will restore my chemicals, brain, to get off this Ativan junk. Lord God, please hold my mind together.
Thank you for praying.
- Sean
(This post was last modified: 06-06-2010 07:36 PM by admin.)