I seem to be coping with life by drinking. I am blaming my mistakes and setbacks on myveithwr because he raped me at 16 and continues to make advances at me to date. He also got me pregnant and I had to have an abortion when I believe I was 18. I hate myself and all my relationships have failed and I seem to attract abusive men. I am 36 with no husband or children. I seem to try and buy love and allow men to emotionally abuse me.

Recently I started to get enraged when I drink and harass my brother with threats to expose him and he is a detective. I have so much anger in me and I don't want to be this way anymore. I want to heal and forgive and meet a nice guy but I always fail. I'm so lonely also and I think I have to not share this story with anyone especially men I like. I aometes share this becAuse of his advances. I share it with the guy I'm interested in because it bothers me and I think he'll care but then I'm judged and things alter in the relationship. I sometimes wish my mom wouldve aborted me as my dad requested.

Lord, help this guest understand that it is her own soul she must save. Drinking to excess is a sin, please help her to remove this vice from her life.
It is in forgiving that we are forgiven. Many Christians are challenged sometimes even moreso. Our job is to forgive, become strong in our Christian Walk with JESUS. HE Is our Spouse. There are so many blessings when we commit to HIM!
God Bless you. I know it may seem impossible, but try if you can to forgive your brother & those that have harmed you, by realizing that Jesus' Love can & does heal all wounds.
It's ok to forgive. Jesus Is Love.

Guest Wrote:I seem to be coping with life by drinking. I am blaming my mistakes and setbacks on myveithwr because he raped me at 16 and continues to make advances at me to date. He also got me pregnant and I had to have an abortion when I believe I was 18. I hate myself and all my relationships have failed and I seem to attract abusive men. I am 36 with no husband or children. I seem to try and buy love and allow men to emotionally abuse me.

Recently I started to get enraged when I drink and harass my brother with threats to expose him and he is a detective. I have so much anger in me and I don't want to be this way anymore. I want to heal and forgive and meet a nice guy but I always fail. I'm so lonely also and I think I have to not share this story with anyone especially men I like. I aometes share this becAuse of his advances. I share it with the guy I'm interested in because it bothers me and I think he'll care but then I'm judged and things alter in the relationship. I sometimes wish my mom wouldve aborted me as my dad requested.

Father, I pray that you heal the pain and brokenness in this woman's heart... help her overcome the memories of the past and renew within her hope for a future... Father, set her free indeed I pray in your merciful name Jesus, Amen

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this woman.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this woman! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord