I had a tubal ligation 10 years ago. My ex husband walked out on me and my 2 children. Terrified of raising 2 kids alone I made the decision to have a tubal (so more children wouldn't go through what these 2 were). I have married the most wonderful man with no kids of his own. I have a overwhelming desire to have a baby with him. The desire gets stronger every year we are together. We pray for a miracle baby.