please pray for me. 2011 is half way through and my life is worse now than b4. tim told me we can still be friends but that is it. also i just got back from dentist yesterday and found ot i have to have a filling, x rays and crown going to cost $$$$$ plus car taxes and no raises at work and now they are getting rid of a department at work dont know how my job will be as making mistakes still and more. been trying to look for a therapist to get over tim and the kids but hard. still dont feel like a mother as my kids dont talk to me and i am not a part of their life. tim dont care as if kids dont talk to him so what. i miss him so much and the kids. i miss my old life. help pray for me. so sad and depressed and distraught. dont feel like goint to work today.

Lord help Paul get out of that pity bed she is in and go get herself a part time job to help her pay for her dentist and her other bills. Let her see she is already divorce and should renew her life instead of clinging to a man that doesn't want her. Let her see her children are better off where they are now than when they we were at home in a dysfunctional household. Heal her broken heart and fill the void in her heart, also help her see the light and keep your protection over her. I pray this in Jesus name amen.

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Lord help Paul get out of that pity bed she is in and go get herself a part time job to help her pay for her dentist and her other bills. Let her see she is already divorce and should renew her life instead of clinging to a man that doesn't want her. Let her see her children are better off where they are now than when they we were at home in a dysfunctional household. Heal her broken heart and fill the void in her heart, also help her see the light and keep your protection over her. I pray this in Jesus name amen.

just miss my kids soo soo much and tim too sorry 20 years of marriage and now nothing no kids no good job no tim miss having someone to love me

Paula you are preventing yourself from being loved again by clinging to a man that doesn't love you anymore. He has moved on with his life and you are stuck in the past. Please let God help you and stop begging Tim to see you and stop calling him. You have to move on with hope and faith in God that He will lead you to a better place. Even bring a new love that will bring you much happiness one like you have never known before. We all have had our first love and some of us have lost it even after more years of marriage than you, but we kept going and now we are happier than ever in our life. Give it a try you won't be losing anything for you already have lost Tim. Keep counting your blessings and don't look at the negative Paula for the negative it's in your own hands to change it for the better. I know if you give God a chance to help you He will, but you have to do your part too.
Lord let Paula see the reality of her situation and not let it drown her, help her to get out of that pit and into the light. Have your perfect will be done in her life and her children's, plus keep your protection over all of them. In Jesus name I pray, amen.