Dear Lord,
Father God in Jesus' name I come to you to ask you for strength, emotionally, physically and mentally. Lord you know what I need and how bad I need it and what is going on in my life and heart and to those whom I love.
Lord, you know better than I do what has been happening to my body in the past 10 years and I am tired. Lord, if this is truly and your will and heart and your intended destiny I ask you in the of the blood that was shed and that ever flowing compassion that you have in your heart for the abused victims on this planet. The compassion you have through the pain and suffering that you witnessed and lived while you were on earth. In the name of that blood and compassion I ask you to please possess my body in every way, in every muscle fiber, strength will, etc. Possess my body oh great creator. This world is cruel, my own flesh and blood are waiting to see the worst for me oh Lord.
Father, if you possess my body, and you speak it, it is a done deal. The stress of it all is too much for me oh father God. Adonai my body is weak, so weak. If you do not possess me oh savior just the stress of it all can cripple me oh dear God. Savior nothing is deserving and I am sorry I did understand you and a lot of things. I admit and confess that I am very angry about a lot of things that happened to me and my people and I still have questions and wonder if we are the world foot carpet............Elas!
Savior, the PUs are extremely hard for me. No thing, and nothing is impossible for you oh God Great God help me conquer and soar through this process. It's so hard on my body savior please help me have success in the whole process oh Lord. Please Lord please don't let me be the weakest link. Please don't let me be the rejected loser Lord. Please make me super strong with a 6th and 7th and 8th sense great God. Savior please please I don't deserve it please through grace, please I don't know what else to do in this tough time. I don't want to be a living disappointment, I am the eldest, remember!
Savior please answer my cries I am not worthy I have no other God, no other creator or compassionate savior. Please help me succeed savior please help me in this devastating time oh Lord. We do not have much time left savior if you want me to prepare right please do not let me be the loser in the eye of the world and my enemies savior mercy. Mercy with the PUs Father God, Mercy with the AT oh Savior, Grace and Mercy with the runs and everything that me and my mom and siblings do from now on.
Please end the torture some cycles for us Lord, please lift us in the eye of our enemies and heal us Lord. Especially our mother who is constantly suffering greatly in her whole body and her right arm. Spare us injuries of all sorts oh Lord. Spare us bodily harm, injuries, sicknesses of all sorts oh Lord. Your people are suffering ever so much oh God. The prisons, the rapes, the beatings, the unjust occupations and depleting of our resources and lands that you blessed us with. Savior savior what's happening under those tents, when it rains, the rapes, the infections, the muds, the burns, the humidity, the abuse, the loneliness, feeling worthless, constantly feeling thrown away, the manipulation. Oh savior, it hurts, it burns. Yahweh, in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth it hurts, it burns.
Savior by the faith that you put in me, the compassion that you have burning in your heart for humanity. The generosity that could only have originated from you. In the name the blood of Jesus Christ, let your people be free, healed, saved, consoled, fed, sheltered, victims of natural disasters, educated, delivered from all pain, otrocities, problems, abuses, manipulations, financial problems, emotional and mental instabilities, all and all become good and joyous in the name of the blood of Jesus Christ-Amen.
