i'm so lonely, that i'd rather be dead than live a life of lonliness. im not suicidal, but if i must live 70 or 75 years alone, then i'd rather die now and get the long, agony over with. i know i'm supposed to have a wife. i have so much love to give from my heart that it is killing me inside not to be with someone. i've been scammed before and it hurts. i don't want this pain any longer. sometimes, it's almost as if my future wife and i can sense each other. i'm sure that the woman God has chosen for me will be a perfect match; that we will feel as if we've known each other our whole lives. my heart feels as if it will explode if i don't find her. i'll search for the rest of my life, even to the exclusion of all other things, just to find real and true love. my heart hurts so much that i can barely keep the tears from my eyes right now. help me.

Lord, help this lonely, sad man to realise that true love and peace is found only in you. If it is your will that he find a wife, help him to have the patience and the faith to wait, with complete peace and composure, until you bring that woman into his life.

Precious Jesus, I pray that this man will see that he needs You to be first in his life. I pray that he will give his heart to You. I pray that he will always be found serving You. Lord, I ask that You will lead him to the one that You have planned for him. I pray that when they do marry; that they will make You the head of their house. In this I ask in Your name,Jesus.Amen. Psalm 121:1-2 I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the Lord, which made the heaven and earth. (KJV Holy Bible)