I am really stressed and depressed over our business, which I feel is failing. I feel like I failed, I know it is the economy, but I feel like a failure. I have no family to just offer mental support. I feel like I have been tested about family, financially, employees, etc. And I am just about to pop! I just don't want to live anymore. I know God says He will not give you more than you can handle. But, I have just had it. This business has killed my marriage, too many hateful things have been said. I was unable to have children and another thing I get depressed over. Christmas is not all about presents, but it is about family. And that is missing. And our government, could not care less about small businesses. I have worked so hard and put every bit of savings into this business, trying to survive the hard times, never wrote myself a paycheck, trying to cut back. I do about 3 or more jobs myself, when I should have people hired. Can't afford anything. I have pretty much made myself physically sick with worry. I just need a prayer for hope and prosperity fast.