We are asking for prayers for our family during this tough time because we have been in a financial fight for months. My husband and I are both without full time jobs. My husband lost his job last year a week before Thanksgiving and it was the worst feeling. He is a bouncer five nights a week, but hardly enough to make a dent, and I have a part time job, but hardly getting hours at this time. I am literally only getting four hours a week, and still currently looking for work again. Our rent is late, power is late, water is late, car insurance is going to be late and phones almost due. We have three kids that see us struggle, see us sad, and sometimes as terrible as it sounds, see us bicker. The financial strain has had us at each others throats. And behind close doors, my heart is heavy with sadness and guilt, because they deserve better.
Although we may not be in control of the economy, nothing is too big for God, even with hopes dashed, I find a little place in me to hope again, until that hope is full and alive again, but these days, it has been very difficult. I am tired, and weary, and still waiting for god to swoop down, enfold me in his arms and save me, save us, and at best, all I can do, is ask for prayers that God has a plan, god has the answers, and god holds the miracle in his hands that will provide for my family and the current financial needs. God bless.
(This post was last modified: 09-17-2010 07:42 PM by lyric0ne.)
