My husband Josh emailed me in May that he feel he is missing out on something, and thinks there is more to life than being married and having kids. I was so taken off guard. We have 2 beautiful daughters. He has pretty much shut us out. We do not get phone calls just a email maybe once every 10 days replying to an email I send. I was really happy. I am so scared because Our 9 year old who is actually mine from a previous relationship but we have been married since she was little and she thinks of him as a father, she has just been diagnoised with a kidney disease in June that her father died from. Our 3 year has a lot of behavior issues. I really miss Josh. I only have my sister to talk to,but Iknow she is starting to get sick of hearing about it because she feels I should have already accepted it by now. Josh was my best friend and I thought we had a good life together. Please pray for my marriage and that Josh will realize he is making a mistake and he misses us. I really am not sure how much more I can take I just have way to much stress on me right now and I need him. Thank you for your prayers when I read them they are such a comfort to me, Heather

My sister...while you are in pain...and would like to have your husband...what you really need is a stronger relationship with God! This is a very immature man that you are contending with...and he is not going to grow up over night...and no matter how much you want him to come home...unless he chooses to you cannot compel him to . Josh has turned his heart away from God...and it is that you need to pray for...unless he finds his way to the Lord...there is little hope he will respond to your needs.

Father...comfort this woman and teach her how to pray for her husband. I pray that Josh comes to know that he needs a savior and invites Jesus into his heart and allows him to guide his life. I pray that he sees his soul and his decisions through the eyes of Jesus that he will allow the Lord to mature him. I pray that he feels the weight of his sin in deserting his family and asks forgiveness of you dear Father...and I pray that this wife comes to know that you have said in your word, you would be her spouse...you she can rely on forever...with Josh it is not so at this time. Comfort her and let her come to understand that she is dealing with spiritual wickedness in high places that have turned Josh away from his God. Let her love him enough to pray for him to fall in love with Jesus for now...without him Josh will remain lost not only to her...but to heaven eternally. In Jesus name...Amen!

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this marriage.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this marriage! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their lives.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord