Father God in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Tender, Holy Father Please forgive me as I meant to have a moment alone with you but ....I could not. Please father deliver me, deliver us please my frustration is beyond me. I admit that I have been very impatient and maybe I am wrong for feeling the way that I do. Please forgive me Lord and deliver me savior, deliver me for good and irreversibly please.
I need my own space, some privacy, my own life please father I have endured and payed along with my own mistakes and sins please forgive me and say enough. Enough for my heart, mind and life. Please father God I am so frustrated please father have mercy as your anger is only for a moment and your mercy and compassion is everlasting. Lord, I am not perfect, I am no angel but I try to do the right thing. I am human Lord not a piece of brick that can't feel. Please say enough Lord, please say enough.
Father, please bless each of us with a bedroom of our own in a beautiful safe from all home. Please help me Lord I am tired, you said come to you I am in front you. Lately, has a day gone by without me thinking or talking to you. I admit, I have not made much private time lately cause of all of the stuff that are happening and I love to do one on ones with you but I am so frustrated and uncomfortable and irritated please deliver me with peace, space, cleanliness, financial freedom and poise. I am tired Lord I am tired please say enough I am your child and I have payed please, say enough I am your child and I paid please say enough, I am your daughter I have paid please say enough I am your child and I paid.
Father, I cannot twist your arm how disrespectful would that be please accept my offering of desperation and frustration and of faith as you are able, more than able.
Father, I am fasting for 2 things and I know that you are on your own timing and you won't break your promises please father out of compassion and mercy please end this painful process and please accept and act upon my prayers as your GOD and is more than able and has been more than able for me and all of us in the past.
Please father end these two issues for me please. 1)SRH-G & Venture, 2). End my rct status please bless me with a clean light job that is convenient and I am good at with a higher salary. Father I mailed AR and I have yet to get an answer, what do I do cause JYS is a no no its VE and you are above and beyond them as you are God. Lord I am tired of the acad. my body hurts I want to heal and take care of my-self father deliver me without JYS. Send her to A or the SP and maybe whomever is replacing her can help cause she's a no no. and yes I am shamed to go. but you are above and beyond all.
Thank you for HC I love him because you chose him for me and I am proud to know that I have a father in heaven who fixed it for me and he is wonderful cause it was your hand that fixed it. I am ready except for the fact that I need a clean beautiful home to receive him and do the family thing. I am ready, it has been a tearful frustrating wait, I waited cause I am afraid of you, I came to fall in love with you and all else that was happening I suppose was also a distraction and stalls.
Now, what father, I don't want to be apo or be at theac any more, I don't want to bring myself to JYS, I don't have a voice, I love HC he has yet to write back, I need a home, I want a different position, I need healing, I don't want to gain weight. and SRH is very messy, Lord please help as you have done in the past please act now. Lord, thanks for getting me out HDQ as you did for KH, and I appreciate it, now please please get me out of rct status as was done for JB just without JYS. Please Lord, please it means a lot to me.
In Jesus' name I pray-Amen
