please pray for me. I am so depressed. every morning i wake up saying God i hate my life. I miss my children so badly. I pushed my family away from me from the yelling i did. My husband was cheating on me and not working. instead of talking it out and letting it go i yelled and mad him and my kids nervous. now my kids are in foster care and they dont talk to me. my ex is not talking to me and i have a job i don't particulary like. please god allow my kids to talk to me and come home to me. i have to fight for my daughter to stay in connecticut she wants to move to massachusetss and never see me again. she said i am ruining her life. I have a court date on february 18, 2010 to fight to get her to stay in connecticut. It may not mean she is coming home to me, but i am going to fight to get her to come home to me. i miss her and richard and tim badly i pray that my family can be reconciled and we can be the loving family we were when they were little. I just found out my son called my sister to have her pick him up to see her, and he could have called me to come pick him up and be wtih me. she was busy, i am hurt that he did not call me pray that i can see richard and rachel this week. my ex has a visit with them on wednesday i miss them so much God please let 2010 be better for me and my kids can come home to me. please please please i beg u to hear my crys and prayers and restore my marriage in jesus precious name i pray amen

lord! i beg you please please restore Paula family..father nothing is impossible to you! please give peace to Paula..in JESUS name i pray amen..

Lord, please help Paula with the burdens she has. Lord, please heal the hurts that have been done. Please soften the hearts of her children. Open their eyes to see how much she loves them.Lord, please keep her strong. In this I ask in Your loving name,Jesus.amen.

Please god grant my wish to get my family back. I am so lonely without Tim in my life, and rachel and richard. You blessed me with a family a husband to love, and be a wife, mother and best friend. Please restore my family again soon. soften tim, rachel and richard's hearts to be returned to me and fight to come home just like i am fighting to get them back. please don't let rachel be mad at me and richard be mad at me and tim be mad at me. let them want to come home and love me i and change me so much that my children will see a change in me God Bless this in jesus precious name amen amen amen let me keep my house at a lower mortgage rate and let me find a better job closer to home in this i ask in jesus precious name amen amen amen

please god it is another day and another week without my children i miss them so much. i want them back in my life. pray to soften their hearts and call me and want to be with me. pray for tim's heart to be soften and miss me and want to come back to me. i miss being a wife, mother, best friend and lover. please in jesus name i beg u and i cry on my knees hear my plea to get them back restore my family in your precious name i pray amen amen amen