I am a young woman and I have been healthy and happy all my life. This year a doctor convinced me I needed a a MAJOR surgery so I went through with it and it completely ruined my life!!! When I went into surgery I felt like God was telling me not to do it, but I tuned it out and felt I had no choice as I was in excruciating pain. Now I still have pain, I have daily migraines and my bladder and bowels are not functioning properly. I have returned to work and I truly cannot focus on my job and my coworkers all hate me. It's a horrible hostile and negative environment for me to be in because they gain up on me and don't inform me of things that I should know because they are hoping I screw up and get fired. To make matters worse, I have seen another surgeon who said I did not need the surgery but there is nothing they can do about it now. The surgery made things worse. I find myself praying for God to take my life and just take me to heaven like Elijah. I don't see any silver lining or hope. There is nothing worse than physical pain or losing your health and knowing I can't do the things I used to and it all could have been prevented by not having the surgery. I feel bitterness and hatred towards the people in my life and especially the surgeon and anyone who told me to go through with the surgery (even though I know this is irrational I can't help myself) I also feel bitterness towards my coworkers for having no compassion at all and worst of all I'm jealous of them because they are healthy and can have kids and now I don't know if I will be able to. Please pray for the healing of my body mind and spirit. I get nostalgic and sad all the time when I think of happier times when I had my health. Health =unlimited possibilities. Health is everything. Losing your health when you're young is the most devastating thing in the world.

Is important to ask Lord before to take a major decision and not only then.
Lord wants to ask Him and to trust Him.
In Jesus Name i command that all powers of darkness and curses to leave this young woman and their home ! Now ! I pray that Lord's will be done in their life. Amen
Psalms 107:20 Amen
Isaiah 53:5 Amen