I need divine intervention, and prayers for my wife (Marylou)..and I.
Approximately 2 years ago Marylou was diagnosed with cancer.
She went through major surgery to have tumours removed, and many months of chemotherapy.
The results of which were supposed to be a clean bill of health upon completion.
Realizing how precious life is, we made the decision that I should retire early, and we would buy our dream home in another province.
Leaving my career of 20 years, and taking out my pension, we bought a farm, and moved to a very small town in rural Manitoba, with our dogs, cats, and horses.
"Living the dream now".
Many miracles in this daunting process occurred, as their were many major hurdles to overcome to make it all happen.
It happened, as if divine intervention had intervened..and it had!!!
We were thankful, and excited about our new life together.
A couple of weeks before the move, we learned marylou's cancer had spread despite the chemotherapy, and another major operation was performed, and large cancerous tumours removed...and we were advised she had 18 months to live, her cancer was terminal.
A huge unexpected shock.
We had allready purchased our new home, and I had terminated my employment.
We moved despite the news..and I kept busy readying our farm, for our horses.
Life was real tough, marylou was depressed, emotionally ditraught, and slept many many hours a day.
I spent many hours outside in vicious cold, working trying to keep my mind busy...praying for help and direction.
Our intention was that I find a job in my career..(law enforcement), and we would be fine financially...as now she could not work, due to her illness.
And her ongoing chemotherapy treatments.
I must say here too...during the move..and all the pressure..it felt as though we were being "led" to our new home.
I met our neighbour one snowy cold afternoon last winter...he invited us to his church..a "healing" church, to worship.
I told my wife, and she attended the church.
Being a Christian, she thoroughly enjoyed the small church, and as a result I began attending church with her.We both now are avid, thankful members of a loving, fathful family..and feel honoured.
I applied for many jobs in my profession, and have yet to be successful..the finacial strain is becoming so overwhelming, bankruptcy may be our only hope.
A month ago Marylou's chemotherapy was stopped , as the cancer has spread too far..liver, abdomen, etcetera.
There is nothing left that the doctors can do..she received a death sentence.
We were shattered.
But she prayed, our church prayed.
We were baptized together, and she is testifying her and Jesus have beat the cancer.
I TRY to believe as strongly as she.
I watch her in pain and agony..at times..I watch her vomit from the pain..curl up in the pained fetal position.
I have watched her suffer..forgive me God, I speak the truth..I have watched her suffer more than Christ suffered...over and over.
After 2 years of fighting cancer, and she has done it valiantly, with faith, and has testified to her survival over and over.
My heart is broken, my soul and spirit breaking.
I have watched marylou fight and have faith, and pray.
I've watched our security, and our finances dwindle, and now I fear our future, her health, and losing our home...in the midst of all the other traumas.
And to God's praise he has kept us going, month after month we have just enough to survive..miraculously!!
So I would graciously accept any prayers and thoughts for us at this time.
I pray for hope, and peace.
I pray for the strength and faith to carry on!!!
And the financial ability to do so.
I pray for a career to support our life.
And above all I pray for Marylou.
I pray her suffering on this world ends.
I pray we both survive this test, and carry on the testimonies my young wife has rtto offer Jesus, and his name.
I pray all the glory be bestowed upon our Lord, Jesus Christ, and that his mercy and blessings reign over our life.
And I pray whoever reads this takes the time to pray for us!
Lord we are in your hands.
Terry