My fiance of ten years left me to pursue the gay lifestyle. Joe is 48 and has taken on a 21 year old lover. Please pray that God would have his hand on thier lives and would turn their relationship to ashes. Please pray for salvation for each of these men. Pray that they would fall so deeply in love with Jesus that they would desire no other man but him.

Joe owes me over $35,000. He left me stuck with multiple loans and credit card debt. He is riding a motorcylce that I am paying for and has completely furnished his apartment including a plasma television on my credit card. He will not pay for any of it. Please pray that God turns this around and Joe will make restitution. There is a credit card payment due today. I have sent Joe the statement and have begged him to make a payment. He has not done so, so far.

Dear Jesus,

Help this daughter rise above the ashes of the aftermath of this relationship and choose to be better and wiser before it.

Last night , Lord, I read where one of the last things you took away was bitterness, when you were given vinegar to drink, as vinegar signifies bitterness.

Lord, do not let this trial in this daughters life , make her bitter, but help her to surrender it to you, leave it behind her and rebuild her life.

Be with these men , Lord and speak to them Lord, knowing Jesus you can turn any heart around.

In your precious name, I pray , Lord Jesus.

Amen.

Thank you. It has been a huge struggle. At times I am very bitter. I am deeply hurt. I would have done anything for this man. I have never loved anyone so deeply, and it was all a joke to him. He pretended to love me and took me for everything. But I still feel I must pray for him. It breaks my heart to see how far he has turned from God.

Dear Sister,

I really understand where you are coming from and there really is only one answer, to continue to pray, even when you do not want to or feel like it.

Be honest with God as you cannot hide anything from him anyways, he knows your heart.

I can only tell you through my own trials, that I am really learning about my own heart, and what I need to change. The things that were revealed about my own heart, were not pretty, as I had many feelings of rage, bitterness and revenge. God understands that, and will bring healing .

Healng sometimes does not happen overnight, as it took years to create these situations, so my best suggestion, is be honest with God, even if your mad at him. He can take it.

Through his healing, love and spirit, you will be eventually able to see that it was never about your boyfriend, but what God is wanting to do in your own heart and remember that revenge is God's not ours. Also it is about choosing again, do I want to be bitter or better.

Psalms are a great source of comfort , as remember God knows your heart, and a heart that God desires most, is a honest heart.

My prayers will be with you.

In His Love.