Prayers things get better financially for my sister and niece, they don't have alot of money, had their gas shut off few days ago, maybe a week, trying to get assistance to get it back on. We gave them an electric burner to use to cook on, not sure if they have gas or electric water tank to heat their water to bathe.
Prayers for my family to be saved. My ex-husband lives next door with his girlfriend and her adult children, a boy and girl and the daughter's boyfriend. My son doesn't go next door anymore, he doesn't like the son, he says the young adults smoke pot, dog fur everywhere and they are racist. At least the son. I don't know if my ex knows this since he works at night like me. His girlfriend struggles with mental health issues. Prayers that God would somehow surround them with saved Godly people in person or tv, or radio etc who would give them the gospel and are sound and loving.
Prayers my house will stay intact. When it rains hard, I have a cracking my bedroom ceiling over my mom's bed that leaks, the crack seems longer now, I don't have money to get roof fixed or replaced. Also, I don't want to be a pest or take advantage of anyone but:. A couple months ago, my friend's husband came to my house, replaced the facets in bathroom and kitchen, he put some new pipes under kitchen sink because it was leaking and had bucket under kitchen sink, floor under their is wood, not sure if it's still good or rotted but thank goodness he helped there. He also worked in bathroom, he went into wall door behind the shower to stop a leak, the leak has been there for at least 7 years. When someone took a shower some water would sometimes come down into living room at bottom of steps, the one side of the archway coming into house is crumbled, not sure if it's drywall or plaster. I have a hole in the ceiling downstairs, another hole under where toilet is from another unrelated incident. I didn't ask him to do more in future but he said he could come back to patch u up holes and when I told him I was mainly worried about rotting wood beams in ceiling under bathtub he said he could come back to go up into the ceiling under tub which is above the steps going upstairs, to see if wood is rotted and needs replaced. I told him I don't have thousands of dollars to do this, he said it would not be thousands, maybe a few hundred and he could do this but it would be messy. I said ok because he doesn't charge for labor, I paid for the parts and a plumbing company would probably cost a ton of money I don't have or may need for a used car in future.
This was months ago, my mother saw him at church or long after this and he told her he had alot of work to do for the church. When someone at church needs help, the pastor usually calls my friend's husband. There's a crack on the ceiling above my stairs, I don't know if the beams inside wall are good or not but I get nervous. I don't want my tub coming down into my living room. We only have one bathroom, no toilet or shower elsewhere.
My ex doesn't help and I think money is bad for him, he works in a restaurant that got hit past year.
I'm getting physically tired and stuff, I can't get hurt, I need my job. For now it works, for the future on my own, I need more money to make it, I'm not talking about being rich but for necessities, transportation. Prayers please that something good would happen. I'm not young anymore, 54. I don't know if school is for me at my age but definitely would have to be something online and I could do after work at night and days off because I can't physically go to school, I need sleep and shower, I work till 20 at night. Things don't look good because I'm a hands on type person and I don't like medical, blood, guts etc I really like cooking, baking but that's hands on.
Also, please, one more thing; I'm divorced now, was separated 7 years. My son is 15, still has 4 more years of high school and onward, my daughter lives with me although she's 20, my mom moved in with me about 4 years ago when she lost her house and I know she helps me more than I help her and I don't know how much money plays a role in relationships and dating but my life isn't in a good place for any man. I still sometimes would like to find love and companionship and a helper and it's hard sometimes. I usually don't have to worry about this because it seems most women I talk to in my divorce groups complain about men in middle age being into younger women, I work till 10 at night and don't see alot of men since my life seems to revolve around work and home but once in a while a man at work seems to notice me, the4es a man who is actually in his 40's who's been talking to me, I don't know if he's saved but I don't want someone who isn't saved and my life is bad for any relationship, like the devil is throwing this my way? I need not to be tempted, have silly thoughts in my head. Hopefully I won't see this man at work. Also I'm more of an introvert.
Prayers God would bring a saved Godly man into my teen sons life to be a role model for him and help him to be a man, teach him things. My youngest can be so rude but this year he has taken a big interest with school, he has good grades, honor roll, signed up for honor's classes next year in high school and I pray that he can be discerning but still does well in school and nothing or no one gets in his way. I pray he gets a job he can be financially independent unlike me. But I pray he gets saved and not too worldly and against God.
His dad is busy, I work nights, his grandfather who I bet is saved lives in Florida and moving to New Mexico, he seems to be coming out if retirement and got a engineering job in New Mexico. My son is bored, mainly video games, his friends are either same or out of town. I wish his grandfather would invite him to visit. My church is a turn off for my kids. There too old for vacation Bible School. It's hard for me to sign him up for anything because I work nights and weekends plus have to be nearby with car.
Prayers for some light.
