RE: MAY GOD TAKE DEPRESSION AWAY
Lord heal this person from that depression that is keeping them prisoner for so many years. Let them see there is light at the end of the tunnel, like you did to me so many years ago. May they realize that they are your child, and as your child they are worthy in your eyes. For we are children of a the King of kings, let them feel your love around them, giving them strength and peace from above. Protect this child of yours Lord and their son too. May the son be able to have a normal life like other kids, and get plenty of fresh air. Let this person see they too need fresh air, and help them to be more outgoing with others. Take all fears away from them, I pray in Jesus name amen.
You know I have a mother that has always cursed me, told me I was worth nothing, that I was stupid, that I should had died when I was born. That she doesn't love me since I was a child, and still even as an adult. I fell into a deep depression for many years, for I was not allowed to have friends of my age or older, the only friends I was allowed to have were three years or more younger than me. She married me to a man I didn't now at the age of seventeen, because she was afraid I will embarrassed her by getting pregnant at an early age, can you imagine? I wasn't even allowed to talk to boys. I was not allowed to even be in the house alone, she was always very strict with me.
After I became a mother myself my eyes started to open up, I wanted to be my own person, but even this husband she picked for me won't let me have friends too. I started to feel like I was in some concentration camp. But I did forced myself to bring my two daughters out for fresh air and sun against his will when he was at work. Little by little some of the other mothers in the park near by started talking to me. I was afraid at first and embarrassed to talk, for my mother always made fun of the way a speak and called me stupid. Well I found out that women my own age and older didn't seem to know much for what I could see. I always read the bible, political books, biographies, books that will educate me. As it turned out I was smarter than most woman my age, and my eyes opened up to the false image I had about myself. I lost my shyness and I started to have friends and my daughters also.
Soon I started to feel I was worthy of being a person just like anyone else in this world, for I am a child of God, even if my mother didn't love me He does loves me. God has helped me lose that depression, and made me who I am today, a strong woman who is not afraid to even go and sit in a fancy restaurant by herself, or to meet people and make friends. This I pray for you to become too. Play Christian music like I did, read the bible, specially Proverbs and the Psalms like I have always done, and allow God to guide your steps to a better, happier and more healthier life. For in Him you will find strength and peace of mind. May God bless you and your son. Love from a sister in Jesus Christ our Lord.
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