Somedays i want to live other day's i want to die. Infertility hurts so bad wanting a child so bad. Been praying for years adoption didn't work. How could something like this happen to me why god? Always getting my hopes up only to be let down. Tears.... want a child with all my heart. Help me to stay strong god it hurts everyday. Almost every moment i hurt. I try to take my mind off of it but the desire to have a child never goes away. It's a pain that never seems to end. I pray someday that it doesn't hurt anymore hod please set me free.

I am living in your shoes right now. I actually went the route of foster care and I can tell you that it has not been easy at all. Bless you and keep strong. There is nothing that God can not do for you. Pray to him knowing with full faith that he will answer your prayers.
Dear Heavenly Father, I ask that you bless this woman with the fruit of the womb. Bless her her in mind, spirit, and body so that she has a healthy pregnancy, a beautiful birth, and raises her child to do your will. I ask this in Jesus name, Amen!