I would like prayer for something in my marriage.
I would like to not be afraid or hesitant to initiate sex with my wife. I have been rejected SO many times in the past that I have been "afraid" to initiate sex recently.
It was really hurtful in the past to initiate. I took it personally a lot when she said no, and sometimes I was even verbally attacked or pushed or verbally when I tried a lot of times.
Please pray for God to heal this trauma in my life and that Jesus helps heal our marriage, heals our sex and heals us.
Please pray that God heals me so that I am not afraid to initiate anymore and pray that my wife is open too and interested and softens to me and warms up to me. God make my wife Rebecca the way you want her to be Jesus and get her to please stop saying no and stop rejecting too Lord. Make it as easy as possible in your will God amen.
God I pray for help in this stuff. Jesus please Lord . Heal me and remove all pain , all anger, all fear, all anxiety, all hurt, all trauma all things heal and remove that need to in me asap and Jesus help.
Give full healing to all this and more Lord in your will. Make Rebecca open Lord and open to more things in your will and Jesus help Lord asap and more in your will amen.
God go above and beyond.