RE: Depression and No friends..
I'm so sorry you're hurting. This sounds like me at one time in my life. Trust me when I say, as a 33 year old, it does get better. It doesn't seem like it will, believe me I know, but it does get better. Right now I pray for God to help you love yourself, see how amazing you are, to see yourself through His Eyes, to see the good in you, the value in you. The guys, don't take it personally, that's how some guys are, it doesn't make it ok, but it's not you, it's them, we have to pray for them, your ex, I know it hurts, especially being in a new place and away from your friends, but believe me when I say God will heal your broken heart, I pray that you are blessed with good friends, and you realize and know without a doubt, that Our Best Friend is God, when we see that, believe me He opens the door to others who are good for us and also takes away our lonliness, because we know we aren't alone, I pray for your Grandma, you're probably right, she might be having financial problems like so many countless people, are you able to get a job? Just doing something small at the mall or something? That way maybe you can meet new people, get out of the house, make money to get the things you want for dance, maybe even give your Grandma a little bit of money to help her out? Is that a possibility? I pray that The Lord removes your depression, blesses you with peace and joy, and increases your faith. All is well, dear one, just hold on. God has an amazing plan for your life. I stand in prayer for you. Please come back and let us know how you are. God love you.
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