This has been a horrible year for me in so many ways, though I know that I am blessed more than many. I nearly lost my life in January of 2011 due to an ectopic pregnancy rupture. I had more than 2 liters of blood transfused and exporatory surgery in my abdomen to stop the bleeding. The recovery did not go well and I have been in severe pain for the last 7 months.

They have now found that I have gallbladder issues and scarring in my duodeum(sp) due to ulcers. I'm going in for more surgeries within the next two weeks.

Additionally, this week I found gay pornography, gay sex connection sites and gay paraphanalia hidden by the man that I have been counting on to support me, the man that I have loved for the past 5 years. I know that I need to leave, but feel imprisoned due to the upcoming surgery and the fact that I have no where to take my 7 year old son. I lack the physical ability to do so. I feel so abandoned and forsaken. I need strength, courage, and love. I need wisdom. I need Him to pick me up and carry me as I feel like I just can't go on. Most of all, I need to feel God is near. I keep praying, but never feel Him near, never feel His love. Thank you for your prayers.

-Adrianne

Father God,

I pray for Adrianne's body to fully and quickly recover from her upcoming surgeries.
I pray that you carry Adrianne away from this relationship with a man who apparently is not her husband. Help her to find a way to financially support herself and her son and to avoid future live-in relationships.

Grow her up in her faith and her walk with Jesus Christ.

In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

In Jesus Name i command that all powers of darkness and curses to leave this family and their home ! Now !
I pray that Lord's will be done in their lives. Amen
Isaiah 53:5 Amen