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I feel dead inside
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I feel dead inside
I have been clinically depressed on and off now for years. I go through these cycles of good years then out of no where I will hit rock bottom and I don't know how to get out of this tale spin. I do have faith in GOD but I know its lacking in some trust. I have been to therapy a few times and even went to a Christian therapist because I knew the doctor had the same believes as me. I got layed off over a year and go and I have NO money and luckily i am living with my parents but I want to be able to support myself and to survive. I don't know what to do. When i was in therapy my doctor said that I over think things to the extreme which is true and i want to be able to give my full heart to GOD I just know if i can let go.
I also haven't been feeling the holy spirit in my heart for years now and that scares me. I know I need to trust that GOD is here but when I look for him I just don't see him and it's really scary feeling alone. So please someone pray for me for strength to let things go to GOD and walk in the path he created for me. To trust him with all my heart, soul, spirit, physical, emotional self. I know I am only one child suffering and theres millions out there and I pray for anyone else who is suffering in any way, shape or form to know GOD's love and to trust in him. thanks to those who read this
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| 03-22-2010 01:39 PM |
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