Pray please my mother will repent of her sins and let the light of Jesus fully in
That she will be free of her addictive and sometimes narcissitic traits and pride and be delivered in a wonderful way
Also that I can fully forgive her for wounds of the past
She is now elderly and I would like to see our relationship fully heal
If I bring up things that hurt me she acts proud and dismissive
But I think this is in part defensiveness. I think a small part of her knows she did wrong but she doesn't like her child pointing it out
She was in many ways a wonderful and generous mother but I would like to see us have a healthier relationship in freedom and truth with Jesus at the centre
I still have some resentment in me -please pray that I will fully let go of this
And be convicted of any wrong towards her and act as Jesus would have me act
I know I am far from perfect. She believes in God but I think there is still some blindness there .
I discussed some things from the past with her tonight that bothered me -pray the Lord will work on these things in her so she will repent of them before God first.
I think this will be the last time I bring such things up because I need to let go fully of them and look after my own care. And I do not want to traumatise her
Though we parted on a somewhat positive note, its still not right so please pray for complete healing so start now for both of us and for her to have a good night's sleep in peace.