Going through divorce, I'm 50, no career, no degree or trade school, sah mom. Husband still pays all bills, mom moved in and buys groceries, need money badly. Can't depend on them forever and don't want to. No clue what to do. Hard to go back to school full time and have to get aid since still married. I've gained weight and look and feel crummy, I'm actually embarrassed about prospect of wearing some t-shirt uniform for low pay job I applied for (Panera Bread) and I don't know how I'm gonna live on a job like that if I get it in future but I can't stay home and keep being scared, depressed and get fatter. Can't be complete leech either. I'm not intellectually slow but I'm no brain either. I feel Iike time is running out, I don't need lots of money but I'm sorry to say I don't want to be destitute either and I feel guilty saying that because Christians supposed to be happy in all circumstances. I just want to pay utilities every month, rent, buy groceries, have a cell phone, have a decent safe car even if it's used and be able to pay for gas and upkeep and buy me and kids clothes when we need them and maybe have some clean fun once in a while. Is that being greedy? I hope not. I don't know how to do this. I'm scared. Someone online said they were praying that I draw closer to God continually, that God gives me direction and the Holy Spirit helps me make wise choices. I'm all for this too. I'm saved but have a hard time not trying to figure things out. How do I draw closer to God and always know what he wants me to do??? Without some decent livable paying career I don't know how I will make it in the future and it's coming soon. Things just seem hopeless. Math and science careers aren't for me, I'm bad at science and although can add, divide, multiply and subtract but not calculas, trig., etc. I'm more of a baker, cook, pleasing people, beauty, spa, not Heath and computers and that's the in thing career wise. I can't seem to break free. I need a miracle. Things HAVE to change.

Lord please help this person to get a good job and gain the skills and confidence she needs to succeed. Give her peace and confidence at her job interview. Jesus give her peace in her circumstances and help her to pay all of her bills and have plenty of money to take care of all other needs and desires. Thank you Father for answering these request. I ask them all in the name of Jesus. Amen

Lord direct this person to find a good paying job and be able to support her children and herself. Also provide for her a good working car and help her to find the best job near her home. Protect her and the children, also take away all the fears she feels about going out to look for work or about her weight. Help her get out of that depression and to lose the weight so she won't be so self conscience, and feel more confident in her self. Keep your guardian angels around her and her children also her mother, as you help her to provide for themselves. I
pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ amen.
Have you tried cleaning rooms in a hotel near you? Don't know their pay, but that can be another option, and I hear some have health benefits. No, you are not being greedy for wanting to provide for your family and give them a better life, there should be more around like you, instead of wanting the government to provide for them. God Bless you and your family also answer your prayers soon.

Lord I come in agreement with the prayer request above, have your perfect will be done in their life and situation. I pray in Jesus name amen.

I hope you get a break soon. I know how you feel- I have been going through the same type of thing- anxiety- no job etc. Lord calm this lady's fear
Seek ye first the kingdom and His righteousness and all these things will be added onto you.