My ex and I recently broke up. About 2 weeks ago. We were tho getter for 22 months. We broke up over the stupidest thing and I feel like I'm dying right now even after 2 weeks. We had a great Labor Day weekend until I asked him to do something. Not because I really needed his help but because I wanted him in the kitchen with me so we could spend as much time together before I left for school for a while. He kinda said some mean things and I didn't talk to him for the rest of the night. The next day when I was leaving I barely spoke to him. I went to his place to get some bags I left and that turned into a major agument. He stepped up to me and I got nervous because I had been in a abusice relationship before him. When I pushed him away I pushed him in the eye by mistake. We're about the same height so it was just there. I kept texting him that day and he didn't reply. He sent me pics of his swollen eye and tried to explain to him that it wasn't purposely. If I was doing it on purpose. I would've kept going. When I realized i hit his eye I ran to his rescue. Our 23 month anniversary just passed and he still hasn't talked to me. He was my best friend and soulmate we always talked about our future. We talks about plan to open up a restaurant. I never wanted kids until I met him. I'm crying every 5 mins to talk to him. I know I embarrassed him and hurt his feelings because he too was in an abusive relationship before he met me. His his and family aren't fond of our relationship and I worry he is getting his head filled with their negative opinions. My heart is breaking and I don't know if I should wait or move on. I blocked his number to prevent myself from texting and calling every second but I left my Facebook available so he could message me. I just pray that a spirit gets a hold of him and makes him realize that it was an accident and I'm still then same woman that he loved 2 weeks ago.