Please pray for guidance for me to make the right decision with James. I don't know if I am 'meant' to be with him and I am at a crossroads. Please see below for more detailed information about my situation... Thank you all!

For 2 yrs I have been back and forth in a relationship with a man. I recently moved 1500 miles away, thinking I would never be with him again, but alas, we got back together. Now he tells me that I need to move back home and be with him like I had told him at one point I would do... Every time we break, I feel as though a part of me has died, but when i am with him - I just feel like something is off. Our relationship has had SO many ups and downs and I'm not sure if it is because of MY own fear (my last relationship I was engaged, but he was killed by a drunk driver), or if we really are not meant to be together. James, the current fellow I am back and forth with wants to marry me and build a life with me. He will be making a lot of money soon with his new job and is tempting me with the thought that he will take care of me/support me. I do not know what to do. I do love him, but don't know if we are good together romantically and I just need guidance and help to make the right decision. I have to tell him tonight and I am a total mess and don't know what to do.

I have always wanted someone who would just love me and be there for me, and he tells me all the time he would do anything for me -- but for some reason, I don't believe him. Again, I don't know if this is my own issues arising due to my loss in the past, or if there is a higher reason (God), trying to give me intuition to not be with him. Please pray for me!

Dear Lord I pray that these two will seek wise council together and that they will seek the Lords will together relating to whether or not the Lord has chosen them to be together. I pray that neither one of them will lien on their own understanding but that they will both actively seek you first. In Jesus name amen.