Hello Brothers and Sisters in Christ.
I haven't been here in a while, since the site seemed to get hacked several times. But, I missed you all and decided to give it another try.
My heart is heavy today. So, I came for prayer request. The bible said that where two or three are gathered in His name, there He will be in the midst. So, I am asking that you touch and agree with me in prayer today.
My daughter and son seem to be under spiritual attack.
I know that I didn't raise them to do the things I have seen them doing. I taught them to respect themselves, as well as others.
I also showed them love and they both know the word of God. Yet, I see my son hopping from one relationship to another.
I see my daughter getting so frustrated with her kids that she isn't being a good mother to them. She seems to be suffering a great deal of depression, which I know is not of God. Yes, she has started on medication for the depression. I am praying for their complete healing. But, through it all, It has drained me. I am the one that these heart broken young women call for prayer, after my son has hurt them. I am the one that my grandchildren come to when they want to feel love. I feel like running away sometimes. But, I have been steadfast and unmovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord.
Yes, it hurts my heart.
I work to take care of my grandchildren's needs. But, I feel that is not just my responsibility.
I want my daughter to stand on her own two feet and stop leaning and depending on me. I want her to trust and depend on God.
I won't abandon her, but I need her to be self sufficient. They are draining my bank account and I can't seem to get this under control.
So, I am asking God to send His Holy Spirit into this situation.
I am so tired saints. I love them with all my heart. But, I also know that they need to find God in their hearts and lives for themselves.
They know the way, but they want to do every thing their way.
They seem to buck against every word of wisdom I try to share with them. They always seem to do the opposite.
Well, I know that it is a matter of time and they will have to face the music.
Love you all! Glad to be back.
I pray for those in need of prayer on this site today.
May God hear our prayers at His throne of grace and mercy.
