I pray that God will answer my honest petition for his forgiveness. i have been a selfish petty man. I have lived in fear and let it destroy me and hence given into trivial temptations that have sullied my name and my reputation with God and Christ. I have turned my back on God and Jesus and now I am asking them honestly for their heartfelt forgiveness.
Lord I love you and I am sorry for being a coward and a poor friend. I have been disloyal and traitorous. Please forgive me your humble servant. make me your sword Oh Lord. Point me in the direction you wish and may I be your instrument of justice. May I serve you with honor and courage and may I help all those in need with your strength burning in my heart. Ignite in me a burning strength that can not be put out on this Earth, a searing heat from your love so hot that the very blood in my veins is boiling with your power, a power stirring me forward to act and do according to your desire. May I have strength physically and spiritually, may all my afflictions and weaknesses be cast aside and no longer stand in my path, and may I possess intelligence and wisdom, both earthly and otherworldly, so that no man on this Earth can stop me from accomplishing those tasks you set me forth to do. May I bring honor to you, myself, my family, and all of the Earth and it's people in need. May I never turn from you again. May my word be my bond, by the very blood that pumps in my heart. Please support me though I am weak. Amen.

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Also Lord I pray that even though I probably deserve it may the hands of evil never be able to sully my name with these actions or expose me so that I am shamed. May these actions be forever lost to the hands of time and forever buried. I beseech you oh Lord Jesus, you know me and of what I speak. May evil never be able to tempt me in this way ever again, and may i be delivered from punishment and shown mercy and favor once more. Please forgive me Oh Lord Jesus and may my name and all records of these events be wiped away in the Holy name of you lord Jesus Christ, lest any good action I take from here on out be distorted and twisted by this horrible mistake. Cleanse me and purify me once more Oh Lord Jesus. May I be able to use my name in all future business endeavors without fear and with no attack on my name ever. May my name be forever impervious to the attacks of evil if you will lend it just a thousandth of your strength. I beg you Lord Jesus. Amen.

I pray to you oh God please forgive me for my foolishness and my need to know the truth of things that are beyond me. Please forgive my unclean spirit and my perversity. Please stay in my life and fill me with your gifts lord Jesus though I am undeserving. Please allow me to redeem myself in your eyes. Why do I keep falling short from you oh Lord? You who have given everything to me?
You are my truest friend Lord. Please do not leave me behind. please bless my life with all the things I have always sought to gain so I may do your work, and please bless the people of this Earth. Please forgive us Lord for the world is bewildering and confusing, and many things don't make sense. Many of us are often blind to your purpose. Please reveal it to us Oh Lord and forgive us all. Amen.