I'm a fifteen year old girl, whose been making some pretty horrible decisions for herself. I'm smart, and I know jesus wants me to start showing it more, and I know the life I'm living right now is not what he intended for me. I've currently got some infection below, and suffering so much pain and torture from it, I've got an appointment with plannedparenthood soon to rule out all STD's. that's another problem I'm giving myself, I had unprotected sex and I feel guilty, it's not my first time having sex, and getting lucky to not be pregnant. I think i recieved an early period, but if not.. I'm having some other serious problem. I'm not sure, what's going on. I'm praying this infection is minor, and I'm not pregnant, I'm only fifteen and my parents would force abortion, which I would never want, but it's beyond my own control. I accepted jesus into my heart 2 days ago, over a hotline. and it was magical, and I keep searching the same magical feeling to have with jesus. I'm asking for a prayer of healing and a prayer of forgiving. I'm atempting to become closer to god, and do what he's telling me too. in jesus name i pray.

I am glad that you accepted Jesus, that is great. I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Keep doing the best you can and asking Jesus for help evey day. The great news is now that you have Jesus, you can do way behond better than the best you can do alone.
Do this please: When you go take your shoes off at night put them under your bed. This way you will remember to pray to Him each day, while you're already on your knees getting your shoes.

GOD WANTS US TO LEARN FROM OUR SINS AND NOT REPEAT THEM OVER AND OVER.ALL SINS ARE FORGIVEN IF YOU PRAY FOR FORGIVNESS.YOUR YOUNG AND HAVE PLENTY OF TIME TO DO RIGHT BY GOD.IM IN MY 40S AND COMMITTED MY HEART TO JESUS AT A YOUNG AGE AND HE HAS PROTECTED MANY TIMES OVER SINCE THAT TIME.

fifteen is tough:you.ve tried it your way and that did'nt turn out very good now let God have his wayand God bless you .

prayers. <3